No "Normal", Yet

I'm back from vacation. It is very odd to have nothing to come back to- no school, no work, no studying, no assignments. I suppose in one way that should be exciting. I can now make my life into whatever I choose. Of course, more often, it feels daunting, because so much is not decided.

But, little by little, it will happen. I am joining the Bible study that I was a part of for 7 years when it starts up again next month. I'm going back to my church and am going to find some service or volunteer work to get involved with there. I feel like without that, my focus has been shifted away from what it should have been this last year. But this is a welcome readjustment.

I still need to find a job. I have several people I will be contacting to see what I can do. Not knowing if I passed the bar or not puts me in a weird position because I'm not sure who would want to hire me for 3 months. At the end of November, I will either have to quit to study again (if I failed) or want an attorney position (if I passed), which an employer may not have open or want to offer to me.

Of course, I'm also realizing it isn't the end of the world if I just have this time to regain the part of myself that I lost during law school.